To my darling daughter and all of the amazing young ladies in my life:
You are my hero. You have an amazing heart, a kind spirit, and eyes that see the good in people – even if all they show the world is the bad. In a thirteen year old drama filled world, you are a brilliant ray of sunshine. You are my only daughter and you have filled my world with “extra” daughters by welcoming your friends into our home. I love that about you. But sometimes I find it hard to love your friends.
As I thought about some of the people that you surround yourself with, I am afraid because I know that we become like those we spend time with. Then I was reminded that those girls spend time with you, too. They will become more kind, gentle, and caring by knowing you. While I pray that your tender heart is not broken by hurtful words from young girls mouths, I also welcome the opportunity for you to see how strong and resilient you are. To learn that you can and will recover from that and future heartbreaks. (Yikes, even the ones that will come from boys.)
As I thought more about your friends, I tried to remember my friends at your age. One friend, Jamie, my father did not care for much at all. He called her “wild, unruly, and a bad influence.” Today, she is still my friend, has two gorgeous daughters, a loving husband, and is a high school principal. Another friend, Sharon, ooooh, my dad actually forbade me to be around her at times, saying that she was to blame for this attitude or that eye roll – never mind that I was a teenage girl and attitudes and eye rolls come along with the territory. Sharon and her husband own their own business and she is a strong woman for God today.
And me. Oh, me. My very best friend in the entire world: her mother still doesn’t think I’m the best influence on her. Oh my gosh, that woman hated me. I remember the look on her face when we came running to her at graduation begging to borrow her shoes because mine were navy blue, not black, and they were not going to let me walk across the stage to graduate unless I changed them immediately. Sigh. She is my closest, dearest friend. She is my “person.” She is the one person in this world that I can call no matter what time it is and tell anything to. She has shown me tough love and she has walked beside me during my darkest times. She knows all my ugliness and loves me anyway. I pray that you already have this friend in your life and that you know what it’s like to have that one friend that walks beside you through college, marriage, babies, and life.
All this to say. You have a great heart. You are old enough to make your own decisions; just know that the consequences of those choices may sometimes be painful. Know that I trust you but understand this: though I may not always like your friends, they are your friends and only you can decide whether or not you want them in your life. Be strong, bold, and kind. Be sensitive, caring, and steadfast. But above all, my love, be you. Love with all your heart and learn to heal when it gets broken. Live a life full of memories and light on regrets. Make your choices and believe
in yourself…I do.
I love you!